

my hero.we all make mistakes, they burn before us and we run...my hero.
we run to the arms of the ones we love, we escape...
and I... I run to you, to safety...
with you I can breathe again, I can live.
safe in your embrace, whole.
my hero.


for him...my voice breaks and melts in your presence, my words like fog escaping my lips.for him...
your eyes pierce my body, you see right through me.
the flutter of a thousand butterflies, my mind races.
I put my myself in your hands, and I trust, with all my heart, that you'll keep me safe.


sshhh."are you okay?"sshhh.
mind screams "no." but voice says "yes."
choked by an invisible gag. walking alone.
wandering through the cold, dark, wet streets of mind and life.
searching, hoping, wishing for someone. anyone.
finally, the wall breaks and the flood finds its way out.
left open and vulnerable.
"you're safe. you're with me. you're okay", he says.
the suffocation stops. the cold and darkness melt away.
all the hurt that drowned me disappears.
I'm safe. I'm with you. I'm okay.


all the same.it's like falling just as you reach the top...all the same.
like one flickering flame in a dark room...
when you feel yourself failing, no matter how hard you try to succeed...
when you fall, no matter how hard you try not to...
when you haven't let go, but you feel no better than you would if you had...
it burns from within, shredding you.
ripping you apart.
it freezes you up so you can barely move, so you can barely help yourself.
it suffocates you, breaks you in its grip.
then, finally, it tries to make you look away. tempts you. tells y
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Hoi Hoi Sailor!!
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..."nurturing talents"
your peoms are so lovely (and sad)
x.
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